| something came over me today that wasnt me.
i've never hurt myself this way before, im sorry if you think its bad for me or something, but I can't guarentee I wont do it again ... <3 |
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| Nothings better than getting high at 3 in the morning ... hahha <3 |
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN !!!
I <3 you !
Its jonathans birthday. he is one of my bestest friends ever casue he's the shit fuh, don't hate on him.
SO like.. my mom is a bitch. im sorry to be so straight forward, i love her yeah.. but she treats me no better than a fucken pet. she just talks shit 24/7 and is keeping me locked in the house. it sucks because i missed jonathans party thingy. and my birthday is friday.. she is making this the worst week ever. i hate her.
but i guess its okay. i have my friends.. they make me happy, and when im with them i forget about everything, so i don't have to talk about and i don't need to. I don't wanna cry okay.
anything good news steff ?
yeah. i got cute shoes
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| [ink runs faster...] So i said i was gonna update more.. imma pull through and do it. I figured i should stick to what i say because then karma hits me in the ass anyway right. Imma try to be a better person now. honest.
Enough of those lectures. This weekend i was grounded. The only exciting thing i did.. was nothing, seriously. I felt bad because no one called me, and it shows what caring friends i have <3 !!!
Highlight of the week: I saw Dead to Fall and Martyr AD !!
Im really happy how porky came to visit me Friday too.. thanks <3 it made my weekend a little better.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN !!!!!!!! i love you <3
and no sleep tonight. its 4:31 in the morning. i made jonathan a cake.. imma be taking it to Franciscos early in the morning and chill there n shit. mmk. so yeah thats it for my update. ill update sooooon
Keep it real fuh <3
-steff <3 [When pressed hard...] |
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| - - [your scratching your nails on my charcoal face..but makes me feel this way...why is that hard....]
if you guys really love me. you join livejournal. and stay active. im always on that so.. join it !!
www.livejournal.com
mine is.. www.livejournal.com/users/taintedbloodxx so add me there okies !!!
IN other news.. i liked this weekend. i found out new things. i experienced heartbreak and not from a guy. and i was able to realized i have to be happy with myself to love other. and im working on it. because. i hate hating myself ...
-steff <2
[you drain me of my sweet romance.. just to throw it all away] |
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